But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go…
Hey. To be honest, I’m having a hard time right now. All because of my stupidity and negligence. It all led to the burning down of the bridge I worked so hard to build this last year. But knowing you, you’re stubborn. So from that, I can say that I can’t convince you I’m not angry at you.
But then again, maybe it’s because I don’t want to try, because I know I’ll be rejected? I don’t know. But all I can say is, that the only place you’ll probably find a trace of this sadness is in this here blog. Otherwise, I’ll live my life as happy as it can be if I didn’t meet you. But I’m not angry at you, I’m angry at myself for making such a mistake.
As of now, to remind myself never to make the same mistake again, I’m quite hooked on Snow Patrol’s song, “You Could Be Happy”. In the post title, and in the first line of this post, are two lines from the song. And now, I’ll give you a free download link of the song, so you can listen to it if you want, and if you’d like, a link to the lyrics.
You Could Be Happy Lyrics
Download You Could Be Happy By Snow Patrol from my FileFactory
And to make it uniform, I started this with two lines from the song, I’ll end it with another two.
And all the things I wish I had not said,
Are played in loops till it’s madness in my head…