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Wednesday’s gone Sour. :|

Ugh. Good afternoon.

As of this moment, I am completely infuriated. On normal Wednesdays I would be happily sleeping upstairs in the house. But I’m not. All because someone was a horrible planner.

My Wednesday was pretty much normal, other than my failed attempt at trying to learn dancing, but that’s all right. Heck, I wouldn’t have mind having Isis, PM, and Anna troll me the rest of the day, if that would change what happened. šŸ˜

I got home early, as I always do during Wednesdays. When I came home, I found out -someone- had apparently locked the gates. That wouldn’t have been much of a problem, as long as they still left the key at it’s hiding place. But it wasn’t there when I checked it. Then I thought, “Heck, climb over the gate.” And so I did. Or I wanted to, until I saw that the screen door was also locked. Damn.

I had figured that if the front was open, it would mean they went out back. If that was the case, I could go that way. I threw my bag over the gate and left it there, to reduce load. I then made my way there, only to find out the gate connecting our subdivision to the neighboring one(to where the back door opens to) was locked. I couldn’t climb that one, it had barbed wire everywhere. Fiddlesticks.

I went back to square one, and waited till 4:40 before my aunt came around. She told me that she had brought my brother to their house, and stayed there. She told me she had texted me about it. Well, for starters, I can’t always have my phone with me, because on Wednesdays, phones are a lot harder to hide. And to think about it, she knows that I come home early, so why lock the door and not leave the key? In short, I am ANNOYED. šŸ˜

To think, I came home at around 3:45, and I only get it at 4:40? Awesome. NOT.

Nightsoul Bladeheart


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Well. Hey. Today, I am absent from school, because my mom told me last night, “No classes tomorrow for you! Says so on the news.” Of course, knowing myself, I would only nod, put back on my headphones, and continue surfing. It ended up that I slept 12 midnight. Hooray!

Tomorrow morning, I woke up to a phone call. It as mom. Apparently she was apologizing because she made a mistake. Apparently, only public schools had no classes. Which meant I was absent. Again. And because of mom. Again. I probably wouldn’t have mind if I went absent TOMORROW, because I really, really, didn’t want to swim for Physical Ed again. But TODAY?

Oh nononono! Supposedly today, we had two things to do in Science. First, was to perform a group experiment, meaning the stuff were distributed. Meaning my group, was missing one item.Ā  Second, was we were going to teach some grade schoolers about photosynthesis. And I had our visuals. To top it all off, I’m their leader. Great.

And, in AP (History for you guys) we were going to have a debate. And I’m one of the speakers. Wonderful. Now IĀ  wouldn’t be surprised if they decided to burn me tomorrow morning. Remind me to bring my defensive instincts tomorrow, okay?

Also, you might be wanting the meaning of the post title, and here it is:

A.lways B.e. S.mart E.nough N.ot to T.alk

IDK, first thing that popped into my mind…

Nightsoul Bladeheart

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My inability to resurface is annoying…

In more ways than one.

Heey. It’s FRIDAAAAY! Bring out the party people! Haha. Well, anyways, this week has been totally awful. First it started on Tuesday.

Tuesday, there was a storm leaving the country’s area of responsibility, but it was still sending some harsh winds our way. Knowing myself, I usually don’t wake up early unless there’s a reason. And on that day, I woke up in a state of panic. Because I realized that it was Tuesday, and checking my dress watch, it was already 9 AM. I immediately thought, “Shoot, I’m screwed.”, after remembering that it was Tuesday and school starts at 7 AM. I ran downstairs with a towel, only to have my brother tell me my mom didn’t let us go to school because it was too windy. Oh.

Well, I thought it was going to be okay, but then, BOOM! As I went online, I saw that out of over 50 of my friends who were usually always online, only one was online. I asked her if there was school, and she says there might be, and that we should just hope it’ll be suspended. Well, there goes my perfect attendance.

And there’s the Physical Education class this Wednesday. This week was our class’ first day of swimming. And it was horrible! I didn’t know how to swim freestyle, and we had to swim the length of the pool. I probably wouldn’t have mind swimming, but swimming FREESTYLE? It’s like asking me to humiliate me enough to commit suicide. It’s fortunate that I didn’t. I kept sinking, losing breath, and having a hard time because my limbs felt like lead.

Well, everything else was normal except for an extra helping of horrible…

Just today, I would have been really happy, if only a certain someone didn’t remind me about High School Night. It’s not that I didn’t like it, it was just that I wasn’t sure if I would go or not. You’re probably wondering why, so here are some reasons why:

  • What the hell am I going to do there? Sit and watch the other people have fun?
  • People say I should go for the food, but, isn’t there food at home too?
  • Others say I should go because we don’t always get to wear different clothes in school. But seriously, is that a good reason? For me it isn’t.
  • And a few stupid idiots insist I go to impress “someone”. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU’RE TALKING TO!? That’s just not me dude. I love being single, and that’s not going to change. I’m not the “Oooh, look at me, I’m wearing new clothes come talk to me” person.
  • And another handful say I should go for the chance that someone will dance with me. Seriously, the chances of me getting a dance is like, uhh…1 in a 1,000,000? So yeah.

But then again, if you’ve read this post, you might have the idea that I might go there just to see those I care about happy. That’s enough for me.

Nightsoul Bladeheart

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My happiness mirrors your happiness…


I came to realize one of the strange truths in my life just now. I realized how hard it is for me to actually say that I am really truly happy. I could probably pinpoint some of the reasons why.

First of all, it’s probably because I always often listen to depressing, moody songs, and songs that have a painful truth in it’s meaning. I dunno. It sounds weird, I know, but apparently music can heavily influence me. Continue reading

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Argh…so..busy…*drowns in acid*

Gaah. So hectic….

Today, was probably the weirdest Wednesday ever. Today was basically a day where we fixed up the classroom. First we cleaned the windows, then the shelves, then the chalkboard. Then we went off fixing up the bulletin boards. In that case, I decided to help with the bulletin board in the hallway.

Every once in a while, one of the sections in that floor will be assigned to decorate the bulletin board in the hallway. And it was our turn. We decided to design it with a mix of the themes of Christmas and High School Night. So for the next hour or so, I spent it helping them out. Then the next 3 hours was pretty much idle. Except for this.

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Worst Wednesday. D:

Yeah. Hi.

Every Wednesday, we get to go home a bit early because it’s our ZLL. And if you’re wondering what in the world that is, it’s basically a day of nothing but extra curricular activities. I usually love it, but today was just HORRIBLE.

It all started when I woke up with a cold. I usually don’t get colds, but when I do, it often sticks around for a while. Then when I got to school, I realized I forgot my Cross stitch, my assignment, and my costume for Kinesthetics. Great, just great.

Everything was pretty horrible for the rest of the day, even Computer club was horrible. And it all just had to end where I get left by the bus. It would have probably been less awful if I didn’t see the bus, but I SAW IT LEAVE. They saw me too. And the just made gestures telling me to wait for the next batch. Let’s see…it’s 3:30, and the next one is dismissed at 5:00. Hooray.

While waiting, I realized I had my camera in my bag, so I did a couple of random shots….

My feet, my jogging pants, my shoes.

Gee, doesn't that piece of cloud sticking out at the top resemble a person? O.o

One of the surviving lamps mounted on the school's gate..wonder if it's also functioning?

Some birds which caught my attention for a couple of minutes.

After a while, I longed to get up and see what’s going on, so I did. I got up, and went upstairs to our floor to see if anyone was there. I ended up catching the attention of some of the remedial attendees on that floor. I check our classroom to see if there was anything I missed when I cleaned up. I noticed that no one was there, but the windows were open. Not to mention one of the fans were still turned on. So I turned it off, and closed the windows.

On the way back, I got thirsty, so I paid a visit to the drinking fountain. After drinking my fill, I saw some cows in the distance, and took a picture of them. I also randomly took a picture of the sky…


OoOoOo....big ball of butter in a sea of...water? šŸ˜€

Then I took a picture of some preschool kids playing in the farm below:

Happy, happy children...

When I got back down to the waiting area for the bus service, my bus was already there. I guess you can theorize what happened then. If you can’t, it’s cramming time!



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You could be happy…and I won’t know.

But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go…

Hey. To be honest, I’m having a hard time right now. All because of my stupidity and negligence. It all led to the burning down of the bridge I worked so hard to build this last year. But knowing you, you’re stubborn. So from that, I can say that I can’t convince you I’m not angry at you.

But then again, maybe it’s because I don’t want to try, because I know I’ll be rejected? I don’t know. But all I can say is, that the only place you’ll probably find a trace of this sadness is in this here blog. Otherwise, I’ll live my life as happy as it can be if I didn’t meet you. But I’m not angry at you, I’m angry at myself for making such a mistake.

As of now, to remind myself never to make the same mistake again, I’m quite hooked on Snow Patrol’s song, “You Could Be Happy”. In the post title, and in the first line of this post, are two lines from the song. And now, I’ll give you a free download link of the song, so you can listen to it if you want, and if you’d like, a link to the lyrics.

You Could Be Happy Lyrics
Download You Could Be Happy By Snow Patrol from my FileFactory

And to make it uniform, I started this with two lines from the song, I’ll end it with another two.

And all the things I wish I had not said,

Are played in loops till it’s madness in my head…


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